So I created this blog about a month ago. As you can see, I haven't been that active on it. I'm ready to change it. I may not be the most intellectual cookie in the bunch, but I do have a lot of thoughts. Maybe just maybe someone might find inspiration in them. Plus I need some kind of outlet from my crazy life.
Briefly, I may want to let everyone know a little about me. I am a freshman at Carson-Newman College, and it was probably one of the best decisions of my life to come here. I love my friends and family more than anything; they are my support system. I am definitely a free spirit and try to march to the beat of my own drum. Sometimes my drum beats are similar to others but still its quite unique. I am absolutely obsessed with music, and it is my therapy. I love bright sunny days and blue skies. I also love to put a smile on someone's face and make them laugh. So that's kind of me in a nutshell...
Lately, my life has been changing dramatically. I have chose not to hide some details in my life from my family, and the repercussions have been bad. I don't like to hide things though. I just hope and pray that certain family members will open their minds a bit and realize that I am one of the best kids they'll ever meet even if I don't fit their cookie cutter impression of me. On top of this, certain family members and I have been on the fritz. It really hurts me, and I have been having a hard time coming to terms with all of it. However, I believe with all my heart that God has put this in my life as a test, and if anything, I will become stronger as a result.
Just a small bit that has been on my mind is how girls let guys dictate their life. Take it from me, I was one of those girls. I thought my life and happiness was based on if that one "super awesome amazing mr. wonderful" liked me, and if he didn't, I was an epic fail. Ladies, we can't do this. There is so much more out there for us to live and experience than to think about a boy 24/7. I'm not saying having a boyfriend is bad, but if a boy or liking a boy is holding you back, that is just not acceptable. I feel like before any good relationship can flourish, we must love ourselves and know ourselves. I can say for myself that I don't know myself or love myself enough to be with another person. So my proposal is that we all leave this in the hands of God. He has our prince for each of us, and Mr. Wonderful will come at the perfect time. Heck, it could be in the next 5 minutes or the next 5 years. I just don't think its something we should worry about.
So that's my little blurb for the day. I am gonna try my hardest to keep this going. So to end on a good note, here's a quote:
"When you've seen beyond yourself, then you may find, peace of mind is waiting there."- George Harrison ( "Within You Without You" by The Beatles)
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